Year 3 Residency Day 1: Supplemental
In the past I have noticed that when someone looks around for a leader, I am usually one of the first to step up and accept that role. Today I decided to step back and let others volunteer first. I’m not sure why I decided to do that today. Especially since the instructor kept looking at me to take the lead. I think I just didn’t want to be thrust into that role again. I have a tendency to bite off more than I can chew and I just didn’t feel up to it today.
One of my classmates asked the question “Am I a leader?” The instructor thought this was an extraordinary question to ask. In hindsight I have to agree. I have always seen doctoral students as strong-willed, determined individuals who are working to become leaders in their fields. Why else would anyone put themselves through this process? I feel that I have been a leader my whole life and my tendency to set goals and work to achieve them is one of the traits that makes me a leader.
To answer my classmate’s question for myself, yes, I am a leader! I may not be a manager in the organization I work for or a district officer in Toastmasters, but I am a leader in almost everything I do. At work I have a manager that I report to, but I am a leader to about 500 of my coworkers who have been trained as site administrators. It is my job to teach and guide them in using a communication tool and to become effective, efficient, and proficient in using it. When they need help I provide it. When they are stuck, I make suggestions for making progress. When they don’t remember or understand something, it is my job to rephrase or re-explain something. I love doing it!
That is just one reason why I am pursuing my doctoral degree…
